I know that I'm serious this time because I went to Applebee's and ordered a baked potato? That's so not me, I would have loved to dig into those ketchup-y french fries lol but I dug into a baked potato instead. The good thing about myself is that I love food, healthy and bad foods but I just loved bad foods like french fries more. However, it's not like I don't LOVE good foods, because I could eat a sweet potato everyday, grilled chicken and veggies.... so at least that part isn't too much of a struggle. I just have to try new foods and new recipes so that I don't get bored. Right now my favorite thing is Jenn-O turkey burgers and the steamable frozen bags of veggies. sooooo yummy!
On another note, I feel like I'm becoming more open about this diet. I am starting to be more confident and I don't care about my belly and how I look at the gym or anywhere honestly. When I lose the weight I'll be even cuter than I am now haha ;) I can't wait to have the confidence I did back when I lost 40 pounds in high school and I won't lie I did look good! I can't wait to go clothes shopping and try on bathing suits next summer.... goodbye 1 pieces hello bikinis... well maybe not bikinis but tankinis!! maybe i'll get one of those full piece bathing suits that has the cut out sides... those are hot!! I can't wait to finally get the clothes I've been dying to wear! I'm gonna change to a new me... I'll always be the same person but I'm just gonna be healthy and happier. I've even been pampering myself and doing more things for me lately. I've been going to bed when I'm tired so that I have enough sleep, putting makeup on, talking to old friends, I got a haircut (that I've been meaning to get for months now!), and I even got my first bikini wax! I feel like a different woman than I was last week. Last week this was all a dream... actually being motivated, actually doing it... and now I'm living it. It feels great, and I haven't even seen results yet. I wonder how I'm gonna sound when I actually lost 20 pounds? Guess we'll have to wait and see...
Peace & Love!
thats an awesome accomplishment, you will do great...you will see results and you will LOVE it. I promise, it will not be easy but just think of that goal, be happy and healthy! HUGGSS!
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